I have another blog where I first started blogging. I loved word vomiting there about anything and everything that was going on in my life. Especially my infertility.
And then I got pregnant. I felt like I needed a new start. It didn’t feel right blogging about motherhood and posting pictures of my amazing son in the same place I blogged about the bitch that is infertility. I may be a mom now, but I will never forget the struggles to get and stay pregnant- they are part of what makes me the person I am today. I would never, ever want to throw my son or my parenting struggles in someone’s face who is in the throws of infertility. I remember being there. It was awesome to see someone else give infertility the finger, but it also felt like a drop kick in the gut. Infertility will always be a part of who I am. I will always have the physical and emotional scars infertility gave me. Infertility will be a huge part of my life and a large factor in if and when B and I want to try to give D a sibling.
The other blog will always be a part of my healing process.
Here are some of the highlights of the word vomit, emotional purges and life changing events from January 2011 to the birth of this blog.
There are lots of random posts.
Posts about my parents’ separation.
Posts about my infertility struggle
Finding out I was pregnant
Hope these links shed some light on my journey thus far!